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Ever do something and know that all your morals, integrity have been thrown out the window?

Have you ever fantasied about an occasion and what you would do if the opportunity ever arose?

Experience something that was so unbelievably fantastic and know that the rest of your life could change from that one moment... If you let it.

Ever had a turn of events and feel like you can't tell anyone at all about it for fear of judgment. I know that there's no friend that I can talk to. It kills me.

I Love Long Weekends...

It's only Saturday morning and I can already tell it's going to be a cracker!

Friday started with a boozey work lunch at Cabana Bar, conveniently located near my new work place. The general manager bought 2 bottles of white wine with only 3 of us drinking wine while the others enjoying beers - me. White wine. Sun - conclusive to no work that afternoon...

I had planned on no plans for Friday night, I'm house sitting again, this time North of the big bad bridge. I wanted to unpack, buy some groceries and chill. I've been overaly tired the last couple of weeks, I was setting myself up for pure relaxation.

Just after lunch R. called and invited me to a movie Ï want to see The Bourne Ultimatum' I said immediately throwing my 'quite night in' plans out the window. He said he has a copy on DVD - Giddy up! He then offered to come over and cook me dinner. Would I ever decline this invitation? NEVER.

R. came around, man I love this guy and I just don't see him often enough. The best hugs and best of all, I feel 100% comfortable with him... He brought all indigents over, he cooked a delicious meal, we shared a bottle of wine. After dinner listening to music we danced together in the living room, just danced. In all my relationships with men I've never had dinner and danced in the living room, it was wonderful, something I'd like to occur sometime in the future. Later we went for a walk, this area is so quite at night. I'm not used to it. From this day forward I'm going to do all my grocery shopping at 9.30pm, no ones there (okay, not really - i'll try). Awesome. We popped the movie in, opened another bottle of wine, about 40 minutes into it I feel asleep while snuggled into him*

As I mentioned in my last post I've had a couple of the guys messaging me. Yep, I love the attention. Well, I found out my sweet navy boy is in Sydney. Being the long weekend its a perfect opportunity to catch up. 42 hours on land only. Conflicting schedules. I met him for breakfast this morning, I think today is the first time we've seen each other in the clear light of day. Oh, he's adorable... Until next time, December.

Ive been here for less than 24 hours and had 2 men here, my observation of a couple months ago that I'd be a huge scraggy slut when I move out alone is eventuating hehehe

Plans for the rest of the weekend:
- Take mum out for lunch (really soon)
- H's part 28th birthday
- O's 30th birthday
- Help mum with washing and cleaning tomorrow
- Grand final BBQ at N's place
- Bruch with the girls Monday

Lets get this party started!!!

* Not even a kiss guys, don't get the wrong idea. 10 years of friendship. The only guy I can sincerely exchange Í love you'
** I'm hoping this October long weekend doesn't turn out like 2005.

Wunderba

The last week and a half has gone by in a blur… I can’t be fucked writing, I can barely be fucked getting out of bed. Point form before I forget:

- Too late, I can’t think of what has been happening in life…

- Umm…

- Well I haven’t been to the gym much and it’s starting to show with my tummy sticking out of its hiding spot.

- Can’t remember what I did last Friday night? Ah?

- It had been so long since I’ve walked from Coggee to (almost to) Maroubra, the boardwalk has been updated and looks rather impressive.

- I received a text from BMW bike guy, sweet navy boy, some stray I deleted, the nice guy and Mr J to catch up over the next week and the best Dr D. He never ceases to entertain.

gm gm Madomoiselle aka Sassy Sexy Scintillating Senorita... ANother stunning day babe, don't you love spring, hmmm yummy... Now today would be just perfect to escape to a deserted beach for a day of total indulgences. I know I know I'm BAD BAD boy, lol... Have a great day D :-)

I just can't be bothered now.

- Saturday night was spent at a mates place with heaps of meat fresh of the BBQ, we felt like we were in Europe having eaten at 11.30pm and didn’t even notice the time.

- Dancing to ‘The Chicken Dance’ at 2.30 pm on a Sunday afternoon is just wrong on so many levels, but when it’s to a piano accordion camera avoidance is paramount.

- A friend of a friend was down from Coff’s Harbour, dinner was a quite night on Tuesday.

- This Friday I took mum out for Vietnamese, I wasn’t chuffed* – nice food, I’ve heard many people rave about my local Vietnamese, I need to go on recommendations next time.

- Saturday was HM’s birthday picnic at Botanic Gardens, with a horrible start to the day with sprinkles on my windscreen the afternoon was beautiful… A bottle of red to myself and lots on jelly snakes and chips, it was a perfect afternoon.

- F (say my name again) was having a BBQ at his place that night so half the party went along, it was a little cool on the water at McMahon’s Point, but the food, wine and company was worth borrowing a jumper and wrapping myself up in a blanket.

- Sunday I had planned to do my tax – nup, didn’t happen. Instead I took up the offer for lunch at Blue’s Point, to my surprise it was another picnic. Luckily I still had my blanket, cups and other miscellaneous picnicy things in the boot of my car.

- I have some great pictures from all 3 destinations on the harbour form the weekend but I can’t get any of the photos downloaded onto my phone – fuck phones! Anyone know how to work a Motorola V3i to get pictures on laptop please let me know before I punch someone.

- Receiving this message of CrackBook almost brought a tear to my eye...

miss you lots!!!!!

- I worked tonight at my old job for a few hours, no inappropriate behaviour.

Updates for 2 weeks – all here because I can’t be fucked opening another window

Job Status: I no longer feel like a deer in head lights however one of my colleges (out of a ‘team’ of 3) is on annual leave for 3 weeks – not only do I have to continue learning my job I have some of her tasks. What do I know about Government Relations? Pfft. I did receive an odd comment today ‘I keep forgetting you’re new here’ ???
Gym workouts: twice a week – must double it
Movies watched: Stardust
Reading: nothing – not even blogs
Diet: Only a few chocolate cupcakes this week
Alcohol consumption: To way too much alcohol in general
Song stuck in my mind: The chicken dance song
Quote of the Week:

I *need* some action

Random Observation: Slap dancing in public should never be done
Money Spent: No material items out of budget however I’m spending a lot of money generally.

* I hate that word… why did it just appear on the screen?
** I've been in a sour mood for the last few days without explanation

Red Lipstick. Smeared.

My first week of my new job was an overwhelming whirlwind - thank you APEC for making it a 4 day week, I think a 4 day first week on a new job should be introduced. I'll start a petition.

I felt totally lost for a good part of the 'meet and greets'. I know I wont be talking to the advertising person for the longest time maybe even for the entire duration of my employ... Oh well. I had some basic lessons on the 'processes' that I must familiarise myself with in order to do 'my job' (tell me again what that is?) I don't know the first thing about the resource industry!

Thursday was my site initiation, I need to know the properties I'll be managing / gaining access etc... In doing so, first stop was to purchase new Steel Cap's YAY! I didn't pay for them :-) (my old boots didn't suffice) I saw too many wells. I've been told they want me to be spend a couple days with the rig and I had a tour through the plant (induction to the plant in the coming week).

During the week I couldn't help it wonder 'why did they pick me for this job?' Then I remember: access to property, me property girl.


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The news of Pavarotti passing brought a tear to my eye - such a great loss.



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One of my girlfriends met a boy a couple weeks ago, he 'threw a sheep' at her on facebook then started messaging each other... A week later they went out on their first date, this was last Wednesday night, since then they have seen each Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday night (last I spoke to her was Monday, so I haven't had any further updates). I haven't seen her so illuminated in months, if not years. I wonder if has any idea? I wonder if guys ever know how us girls are when in the comfort of our closest friends

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I'm wondering why I have Hollywood crushes on villains? Timothy and James - my heart races....

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I'm toey as all hell... I was thinking it's been a while since I've had a bit of action, I struggled to think back and realised it wasn't that long ago... I was quick to reassess, my thought processed to 'the last time I had *good* sex'. Then my mind wandered to 'the last time I had *mind blowing* sex' ohhh too long. All I want is to be pushed up against a wall, hot, passionate, my clothes to be ripped off* and feel a mans touch all over me, everywhere... The lust and passion to last hours and hours and hours...

* not literally, I don't want my clothes ruined

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I don't know why or what had come over me during the weekend but the exposure to all my fantastic friends made me on edge, experiencing waves of intellectual inferiority.

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I have a new 'work phone' AKA CrackBerry, together with a new phone number. Of course this is all part of the 'package' (laptop and parking too). I'm still using my current number and phone as the number is advertised and the organisation has a 'fair go' policy on internet usage, I'm assuming this policy would stream over to mobile phone usage and *that* is not a conversation I wish to endure.

On Sunday evening I received my first little text message:

Could c u doing me in Paris

Well, well, well.... Is this the first impression I've made on my first week at a new job? I asked my 'team leader' if my number was reassigned. As you would know it I received a phone call from a highly affluent politician asking to speak to a former employee - oops... I was allocated a new number, but before this happening the General Manager read the text and in the next *meeting* with 20 plus people it was referred to *blush*, if I thought I could fly under the radar for a few weeks I was wrong.

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I can't help it me politically incorrect in this statement - I don't like fat models or cheerleaders. Whats with this new movement towards 'real woman' in advertising?

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I had my first 'after work drink', not with colleagues yet of course. So nice to have a vodka with great company after work... I was in my usual rush of finish work, have drink, grocery shopping and cook dinner. No rest for the wicked.

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Why are so many of my friends inviting me to "World Cup Rugby" functions? My care factor for this event couldn't be any less. Polite declines left right and centre.

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Things that impressed me this week:

- A friend coming over and bringing Moon Cakes
- A friend offering to contribute petrol money (when was the last time that happened?)
- A guy my friend recently started seeing being totally wrapped in her