Argh!

I've made the decision, it's a decision that had to be made - It's done and going down next week. Not what I wanted and no other solution...

Okay, yes, it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake. But there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake, but you don't really know it's a mistake. Because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say, "Yep, that was a mistake." So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake; because then you go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not. And damn it, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this--my life, my relationship, my career--mistake free! (pause) Does any of this make sense to you?

Lets hope this is an adventure that had to be had and not a mistake.