After the fire last night, Finding out my possible melanoma requires removal, interview being postponed, receiving a call from my other contract job on Saturday’s and being told I’m no longer required. I knew it wouldn’t continue for too much longer 17 units to sell early January, only 6 last weekend, 1 still available. Over. Kinda works well for my Saturday lunch interview.
I felt like going back to bed this morning and sleep through everything. But no, I can’t let a little hump in the road get to me.. I got up threw on my gym gear and headed up – I drove to the gym, the whole 3 minute drive.
I did a class, there was no way I was going to discipline myself to do anything more. My punches didn’t have punch, my shuffle had no bounce, my kick looked more like a ballet move, I almost punched myself in the face.
I’m back home, showered, I want to go and do something but I have nothing to do today. The beach sounds appealing but too much effort to get there. Yep, 15 minutes walk down a hill is too hard for me today. I thought of calling a friend for lunch but I don’t feel right spending more money (lunch yesterday set me back $35, sandwich and sparkling water – that’s what happens when I go to Double Bay).
I could go to a movie, I have 4 free tickets but I don’t want to waste a beautiful day. I’m averaging one day a week feeling low and ego dented, unwanted and needing some validation. My ultra positive outlook for employment has been forgotten today.
It’s only 1pm, I’ve had a workout, updated blog, had lunch and I have the rest of the day to do anything I want to, it shouldn’t include going back to bed.
I felt like going back to bed this morning and sleep through everything. But no, I can’t let a little hump in the road get to me.. I got up threw on my gym gear and headed up – I drove to the gym, the whole 3 minute drive.
I did a class, there was no way I was going to discipline myself to do anything more. My punches didn’t have punch, my shuffle had no bounce, my kick looked more like a ballet move, I almost punched myself in the face.
I’m back home, showered, I want to go and do something but I have nothing to do today. The beach sounds appealing but too much effort to get there. Yep, 15 minutes walk down a hill is too hard for me today. I thought of calling a friend for lunch but I don’t feel right spending more money (lunch yesterday set me back $35, sandwich and sparkling water – that’s what happens when I go to Double Bay).
I could go to a movie, I have 4 free tickets but I don’t want to waste a beautiful day. I’m averaging one day a week feeling low and ego dented, unwanted and needing some validation. My ultra positive outlook for employment has been forgotten today.
It’s only 1pm, I’ve had a workout, updated blog, had lunch and I have the rest of the day to do anything I want to, it shouldn’t include going back to bed.
4 comments:
I'd be kicking back in The Sheaf beergarden and watching the world go by...
Ah, Miss Natalie. Hang in there, my dear. Enjoy the last days of summer and best of luck with your body part removal.
Think of all the times you will now be able to use: sorry I didn't reply to your message, I WAS HAVING SOMETHING REMOVED.
Sending you loads of bloggin' lovin'
It's easy to get bogged down with negative thoughts. Think of summer, the heat, the boys... and live it up!
Hahahahaha! That's where my interview is on Saturday! Gotta love informal meetings ;-)
Thanks Rosanna, I'll be using that excuse and for longer than appropriate.
cBabe - One day out of 7 is okay, i have great friends, one last night to eat pastry then another for a chick flick :-) tonight drinkies... all good!
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