Ever do something and know that all your morals, integrity have been thrown out the window?
Have you ever fantasied about an occasion and what you would do if the opportunity ever arose?
Experience something that was so unbelievably fantastic and know that the rest of your life could change from that one moment... If you let it.
Ever had a turn of events and feel like you can't tell anyone at all about it for fear of judgment. I know that there's no friend that I can talk to. It kills me.
Have you ever fantasied about an occasion and what you would do if the opportunity ever arose?
Experience something that was so unbelievably fantastic and know that the rest of your life could change from that one moment... If you let it.
Ever had a turn of events and feel like you can't tell anyone at all about it for fear of judgment. I know that there's no friend that I can talk to. It kills me.
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Yes on all counts - still haven't told anyone 7 years later, but still fret it'll somehow come out and trash my entire life as I know it... wasn't worth it...
thanks anonymous, i need the confirmation not to disclose to anyone even though i feel i need support.
I have kept something to myself with no intention of telling anyone. I don't think it's as severe as what yours sounds. Nonetheless, it is mine. But let me tell you there are occasions where you are bursting to tell someone. I haven't.
There really is nothing that you can do that can be so bad...save maybe killing someone...
...the trouble will be your own guilt, your own sense of "self dirty" for doing such a thing...
...all you can do is promise yourself to not do it again and move on with life, burying your secret deep, deep, deep in your own heart.
Your thoughts are profound and cause all to ponder whether or not they share what they are thinking about.
I have, over the years, done many things that I wish I could have avoided or done differently but am somehow comforted to know that I, and my family, survived because I was willing to compromise. I believe that given the same circumstances and the same perception of the world I would most likely do things in the same general way.
OMG Natalie!
Yes, I have one baddie... two other people know about it. Would people judge me if I told them? Yeah... I think so...
Keep it. My advice...
nothing too bad or against my morals but I have done things I regret and that people would judge me for. It's actually horrible on the psyche keeping a secret but sometimes it's for the best.
Maybe pick someone to talk to online or someone who isn't connected to ANY of your friends. At least then it won't impact on your everyday life and you can get it off your chest.
cBabe, what happened to me is something that so many people do everyday. I didn't want to be one of those people... I needed to talk to someone, I have - funny thing is we've never met.
Indy - true, it's shame, guilt. i'll move onwrads and upwards andwhatever doesnt kill me will only make me stromger. Lets really hope that will be the case on this occassion
David, i'm finding so many people have their secrets... If i were confronted with the same scenario would i do it again? its the same answer as, would i ever do it again...? hmmm
G_Boy, 2 other people know and there is no way either of them would whisper a sound. they are the only people who will ever know.
Mez, i have done exactly that, someone who has wise words and not related to me IRL. A day later and i now know i can keep it to myself forever.
I can't believe I am about to say this... but I understand Miss Natalie. I understand.
Pshhht, everyone's had cask wine at one point or another.
It's not that big a deal.
Rosana, it appears we all have secrets...
wombat - how'd you guess? hehehe
In times like this, a friend is a total stranger.
Take care.
yup. I hear ya. That's all I'm sayin about THAT.
Pick me pick me, tell me...nah, keep it to yaself :)
Worst thing I ever did was fake a disco ticket when I was in grade 6n at primary school..but, I did get caught..just my luck hey, LOL.
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