Where did the year go? It fells like only a month ago I was walking to the beach each day, enjoying brunch with friends and looking for a job - since then I've had one full time job and already a month into a new role in another company. How did this happen?
How is it I haven't had time to write a blog post in over a week...? I feel distracted, I can't focus on anything. I should warn this post will be more disjointed than usual.
Since my adrenaline charged 'WTF happened there' of over a week ago I've been in hiding, not to say the event hideously affected me, surprisingly 2 days later I was fine. It's interesting the only person I wanted to talk to about this issue I've lost all rapport with, she is probably the only person who's been around long enough and knows me inside out to undersatand and give objective advice. Funny, we both know whats happening in each others worl even though we're not in contact direct. How life unfolds.
I've been generally moody the last couple of weeks, still not over what ever it was bothering me a while back. Things can only improve right?
So, I'm house sitting again and I'm not participating in my usual house sitting challenge of 'how much weight can I loose' or 'how many dvd's can I watch'or 'how many men can I fuck', I am however liking the idea of exploring this are. As a self confessed eastern suburbs snob the north shore in ingrained in me to be disliked. It's not so bad... Yes, since I've been here (just over a week) I've spent only 2 days over this side of the big bad bridge. What can I say, my life is in the east.
It is 'pretty' here, it's also a fucking mine-field of men I have dated, shagged and well all of the above. I hate the fact the most direct route between work and my temporary abode is via D's place, the crush I satisfied and thought *he* was interested in me too... I'm the inadvertent stalker - almost despise myself.
My health has taken the oddest turn of events. My usual monthly visit came a week and a half after the last. No idea why, can explain why I'm in so much more pain than usual. I want it over already.
The last post was my 800th. I can't believe it either. Who would''ve thought I'd continue anything for longer than 3 months? Not me. 800 posts - what a non event.
3 guesses ladies and gents! Which internationally recognised, national television personality was Miss N flirtatiously exchanging smiles with last week?
It occured to me at 8.35pm Sunday night I said 'I love you' to Mr J. How did that happen?
I always wondered how my online live would integrate into my IRL, Saturday was the first instance of a friend who reads my blog mentioning an action (a fun one) that I don''t want my real life to know about. Why not just say next time that I fucked his best friends and we've been able to keep it a secret for over a year and a half! That one best never come out.
Speaking of which, I wasn't really but anyway... Over the last couple of nights I've had flashes of *him* fucking me. Wait, images coming back to me with his firm, warm, sweaty body pressed hard against my skin. I'm gasping for air. Body contorting... Hmmm I reach over to his phone and call his friend to come join us.
Over the last couple of weeks I've had the most horrible of thoughts. Seriously kids brace yourself. All may be revealed early next year.
How is it I haven't had time to write a blog post in over a week...? I feel distracted, I can't focus on anything. I should warn this post will be more disjointed than usual.
Since my adrenaline charged 'WTF happened there' of over a week ago I've been in hiding, not to say the event hideously affected me, surprisingly 2 days later I was fine. It's interesting the only person I wanted to talk to about this issue I've lost all rapport with, she is probably the only person who's been around long enough and knows me inside out to undersatand and give objective advice. Funny, we both know whats happening in each others worl even though we're not in contact direct. How life unfolds.
I've been generally moody the last couple of weeks, still not over what ever it was bothering me a while back. Things can only improve right?
So, I'm house sitting again and I'm not participating in my usual house sitting challenge of 'how much weight can I loose' or 'how many dvd's can I watch'or 'how many men can I fuck', I am however liking the idea of exploring this are. As a self confessed eastern suburbs snob the north shore in ingrained in me to be disliked. It's not so bad... Yes, since I've been here (just over a week) I've spent only 2 days over this side of the big bad bridge. What can I say, my life is in the east.
It is 'pretty' here, it's also a fucking mine-field of men I have dated, shagged and well all of the above. I hate the fact the most direct route between work and my temporary abode is via D's place, the crush I satisfied and thought *he* was interested in me too... I'm the inadvertent stalker - almost despise myself.
My health has taken the oddest turn of events. My usual monthly visit came a week and a half after the last. No idea why, can explain why I'm in so much more pain than usual. I want it over already.
The last post was my 800th. I can't believe it either. Who would''ve thought I'd continue anything for longer than 3 months? Not me. 800 posts - what a non event.
3 guesses ladies and gents! Which internationally recognised, national television personality was Miss N flirtatiously exchanging smiles with last week?
It occured to me at 8.35pm Sunday night I said 'I love you' to Mr J. How did that happen?
I always wondered how my online live would integrate into my IRL, Saturday was the first instance of a friend who reads my blog mentioning an action (a fun one) that I don''t want my real life to know about. Why not just say next time that I fucked his best friends and we've been able to keep it a secret for over a year and a half! That one best never come out.
Speaking of which, I wasn't really but anyway... Over the last couple of nights I've had flashes of *him* fucking me. Wait, images coming back to me with his firm, warm, sweaty body pressed hard against my skin. I'm gasping for air. Body contorting... Hmmm I reach over to his phone and call his friend to come join us.
Over the last couple of weeks I've had the most horrible of thoughts. Seriously kids brace yourself. All may be revealed early next year.
15 comments:
Well I don't want to wish your life away but...... I await with unbridled anticipation, excitement and enthusiasm!!!
Bert Newton
ohhh wal, you'll be one of the first to know :-)
Wombat. nup, guess again
Molly Meldrum
Ha...
I was just thinking about the fact that I haven't had a "cohesive" train of thoughts in about two weeks, as I clicked on the link for your blog. That didn't help.
800!!! Damn..I only have 326 or something like that...where do you get all your fodder? I could not imagine posting that much :)
've had the most horrible of thoughts... All may be revealed early next year.
Oh no! Don't tell me...
Could it be true?
You are relocating to Tinytown???
ROFL
800 posts is super exciting! Happy 800th Birthday :D
a verry spicy post! Real life and blog life are almost too close together, in your case. I keep my blog clean of real experiences - I have to, since it's linked to my real name! Bah!
celeb: Tim Bailey - you know, the guy that does the weather on the news.
Hi from one Eastern suberbs girl to another.
P S Rove
Hi Nat, theres something weird going on here,Cibbuano seems to have highjacked my 'one eastern suburbs girl to another " comment...really weird as I have no connection with him ......
Forget that last comment..it just read weird on your post.
wombat - nup, one more guess
stormin', i wish this incohesive period expires soon as its not isolated to blog.
scorpy, some of my posts is just a picture - easy :-) and i had a job once where i was on here all the time :-P
G_Boy, I may be visiting tiny town in the next couple of months.
rosana, thanks!
cibby - yep, you were witness. damn. tim bailey, no. try again.
Enigma, ohhh another eastern suburbs babe! helloooooooo!!!!!!!
No, not Rove (oh man is he annoying!) cibby, real friend met from blog ohh - all cool :-)
Hellooooo..waves from across anzac parade.
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