Over the last couple of weeks I felt the world was going to open at any moment and hell was going to swallow me whole. I knew the one that could help me out of this situation, I called him yesterday, the conversation was pleasant and he organised a few people to assist me. I started reminiscing about the good times, wondering what it would be like… I know how destructive we are together but I know how wonderful we could be. I needed to cease any thoughts relating to reconciling, I played this song on repeat.
P.S. If you do read the lyrics, It wasn't my face...
7 comments:
I think you're wise to reflect on the bad not just on the good and remember why this is a past relationship. When we're at our lowest, it's easy to overlook the things that have hurt us in favour of the "fantasy" of what could be.
That aside, I can totally relate to the feeling of knowing exactly who can pull us out of a situation and how effective they can be.
we all have emotional scars and damage from love gone wrong. when they turn into physical ones, its not even an option to reconcile. you deserve so much better.
cBabe - I need to constantly remind myself, it's hard to do as the good was so good.
Vikki - I know it, thank you for always being there when in living in fantasy land. Do you think I'm giving away too much info???
Yes... you need to ask yourself if you really, really want to get back on the rickety rollercoaster... ;)
I've learned that, in Australia, the best thing to say to someone is 'You're awright', followed by 'no worries'.
However, that may not apply here. So, I'll pass you a little Jamaican wisdom: 'Pass de dutchie 'pon de left hand side'
I know that song.
And I've heard the chorus.
It already sounds like it's on repeat. :P
But seriously, as I've said before... best to stray away from reopening old wounds.
GB - I don't, I really don't. It's better to be alone than in a relationship like that again.
Cibby, awright then!
Jeut - I will be staying away (unless I need something) but this coming from mister 'work out more to make ex-GF jealous'?
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